From the recording My Fairytale
This song was written in remembrance of my mother Brenda Martin. She always supported me with my goals & dreams growing and was my biggest fan. I love and miss her everyday. I think anyone that has lost a mother will be able to relate to this song. It will hopefully provide comfort to my listeners on a bad day.
Lyrics
This time I’ve lost my mind there’s no one here to lean on
And should I go left to right cautions signs all around me
I cannot stop this fight within myself within my mind
And it’s been a long time since I’ve seen you
And it’s been a long time since I’ve looked into your eyes
And it’s been a long long time yeah since I’ve said
I really miss you I how I really miss you
Darkness fills the sky I feel so empty I’m counting down the time
On days like today please leave me alone don’t even speak to me
I’m breaking these ties that bind from these memories
That tear me up inside this time i’ve lost my mind
There’s no one here to lean on
And It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you
And it’s been a long time since I’ve looked into your eyes
And it’s been a long long time yeah since I’ve said
I really miss you I how I really miss you
Sometimes I feel you with me I wish I could see you
Stare back at me I know it won’t come true
I guess time will tell if I’ll see you in the end
I’ll see you I’ll see you I’ll see you in the end
I’ll see you I’ll see you in the end
I’ll see you I’ll see you in the end
And It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you
And it’s been a long time since I’ve looked into your eyes
And it’s been a long long time yeah since I’ve said I really miss you
I how I really miss you